Cause now I'm in it

Somewhere in the void
I think if I was to write a book I should give it -that title
My life is like always rising questions with no answers
Continuously more questions less answers

in direct proportion to the passing time😅😂😂😂

I manged to have some routines

good routines

also I did managed to be more confused

I always knew what I want

Now even that seems diluted

I'm happy that I've got recently bit of fun

Just not thinking about anything its so releasing

sometimes

I'm kinda happy in the ways I wasn't before but also less happy in others

I guess life wanna keep it in balance? 

I'm also excited for the future 

It is always surprising me

art of disposable

rise a glass!

 OMG

feeling understood to some degree is something

I didn't expect to feel that way, either ever or not to often

the moments where you actually have that feeling, even it's for a moment

especially in my case, should be celebrated

I'm very specific person with very rare life experiences

It's like explaining what build up my point of view to someone most of the times feels like time waste, form the beginning

but for those ones to who is worth explaining something

thank you that you exist!

it makes life much more pleasant

a little bit of everything

 

hate sneaky ppl

that's the one type I can't tolarate

I really can stand a lot, diffrent characters, point of view, behaviours

but sneaky once can't stand and can't tolerate

you won't rise pulling down others, just by lifting others up

but just the fact that you are trying, shows how small and dumb human beeing you are, and show that you've got nothing to offer so have to pull down other in order to try to stand out

nice try but should know won't work for long term sorry

better concentrate to work on your skill, and character it will profit way more

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I feel like I would have 3 different lives or even 4

Each place Ive moved in I had a different situation friends live stage

I feel like I was a different person quite few times

each time I travel back them I just remember who I am from the start

and kinda don't know which one of my versions it the correct one.

where is more home?

where do I wanna stay?

what do I want?

who and where my true friend are?

where do I feel better?

but there is no correct answer

bacause in each of the pieces is a bit of what I like and what I don't

but it drives me crazy thinking on it

I bet no-one who wasn't moving that many times would understand