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I've been thinking a lot recently (not that is something new to me)
I do sometimes other stuff like playing the guitar and desperately trying to be good at it, to the point that metronome became my best friend...

Anyway I was thinking about change

change is so hard to do, I like to debate what would I do if, and how would I feel if, but then I do nothing to be or feel that way now. I always rely on outside circumstances 

it's so much easier to watch YT video and think you DID something to change

while you just distracted yourself from DOING

when you listen to 100s of people saying yes of course you can do it, but all you do is watch

when all that knowledge would help

I was always a little of an idealist, I liked talking for hours about all the possibilities

while there are people who hear something once and just try it

100 times until they succeed

I GENUINELY want to be that person who, instead of thinking, is doing 

and endlessly trying till success

I have so much more to share, but maybe later on, I will do