I know now that my assumptions create the world around me, but somehow things still haven’t gotten much better. I expected that once I understood this, it would be easy from then on, but struggles still come. Maybe it’s because I haven’t been able to fully purify my mind yet.
So much has been going on recently that I don’t have the energy to write about it. Living alone can be lonely at times. I’ve been giving all my energy to music—it helps when it’s directed into something.
It would also be nice to have a home. I hope it’s closer than I think, and that I can finally take a deep breath, once and for all.
The daily struggle is what drains me. By the end of the day, I’m usually so tired that all I want is to sleep—and sleep is the best relief.
Where is life going to take me from here? What will I be writing here in a few years?
ps. Thank you for still being in my life.