ciągle goniła wiatr || Tomorrow never comes it is always today

am I chasing the wind forever? 

maybe

maybe I'm one of those people who never puts roots into the place

I'm always thinking of how the moment is temporary and fragile

I've been in so many places, and then what was there, stayed there, but me I moved

things always coming to an end

the relations becoming less intense

admiration for places becomes less intense

this make me want to enjoy and appreciate the moment, the present

You never really know what tomorrow will bring

 It might not come 

The chances might no repeat 

It will be always some new things waiting for you but nothing's happening twice

It's at the same time puts weight on day of today 

You wanna celebrate it and use it to maximum

Take the chance each day is giving

You don't want  to ever feel like you wasted it

Thinking of wasting time makes me anxious

but it don't take me wrong, I'm not talking about productivity, but about the feeling of joy, of how we used the time

it could be all evening of staying on the sofa and listening to music, but if, it was what made this day good, it was worth it

I just don't like the feeling that I'm doing something I don't really want, what doesn't seem to add value to my life in any way

I guess I'm also afraid of stagnation

'Lubiła tańczyć, pełna radości tak, ciągle goniła wiatr,
Spragniona życia- wciąż, zawsze gubiła coś, nie chciała nic,
Nie rozumiałem, kiedy mówiła mi: 

"Dzisiaj ostatni raz zatańczmy proszę tak, jak gdyby umarł czas." 

Mówiła mi..
Mieliśmy wiecznie trwać,
Na jednej z dzikich plaż,
Chciałem ze wszystkich sił,
Pozostać z Tobą tam'