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Monday, November 18, 2024

Mirror on the wall, here we are again Through my rise and fall

Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You've been my only friend 
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin' to each other again?


Funny enough life like to challenge
But here I am ready
It only shows who are the people who will stand by you no matter what
and it only shows the beauty of life

I should give here a few big shout outs to you 4 who just was as amazing as you possibly could to me. I always had fucking luck to meeting right people in the right moments. It never let me down. Thank you for being so blessed! 

Like sometimes taking unexpected turns
What what it teaches you that no matter what it can be turned in the best possible outcome
I'm not saying without struggle
But with the head rised up you can go forward
Maybe the good things are just around the corner?

All what has happened in life to me at the ends it always worked in my favours, even I could not see it at the start, but If you zoom out the time I could clearly see it

The life I picture myself is exciting, beautiful and full of love
as it's been for most, sometimes I'm getting lost but then I remember who I truly am.   






Monday, November 11, 2024

love

I wanna be surrounded by endless love.

I challenge myself to not stay in any version of that reality that does not fulfil that condition.

I choose love.
So love can choose me.

It might sound like I'm turning mad, but I'm not.

I stayed surrounded and caught up in so much bullshit that I am done with it.

One thing everyone is gifted with (most of us) is freedom of choice and I challenge myself to chose love.


first of all kinds of love goes love to yourself, once you posses it/become it then you are the part of the endless love network of our creation, and you can give it and receive it freely.

The scariest thing to do i distance yourself from things that blocking it, even it seems counterproductive.

on the other side is peace.
endless peace of mind, which can wipe out any worry 
and make you wanna live


today is the first day of my life when I can truly feel it and I hope it lasts.

I feel so calm I don't want it ever to end

and I love you