love

I wanna be surrounded by endless love.

I challenge myself to not stay in any version of that reality that does not fulfil that condition.

I choose love.

So love can choose me.

It might sound like I'm turning mad, but I'm not.

I stayed surrounded and caught up in so much bullshit that I am done with it.

One thing everyone is gifted with (most of us) is freedom of choice and I challenge myself to chose love.

first of all kinds of love goes love to yourself, once you posses it/become it then you are the part of the endless love network of our creation, and you can give it and receive it freely.

The scariest thing to do i distance yourself from things that blocking it, even it seems counterproductive.

on the other side is peace.

endless peace of mind, which can wipe out any worry 

and make you wanna live

today is the first day of my life when I can truly feel it and I hope it lasts.

I feel so calm I don't want it ever to end

and I love you