where do we go

Maybe it's being self pity, but the best times to be writing 

are there when  feel a bit weak

self-pitiness is the easiest thing to do I guess 

am I self-pity?

I need you, and I think that's my biggest weakness

I hate needing something, and not being able to be self sufficient

I hate finding myself in situation being depend on something or someone

Thinks are less way disappointing when they is included only "me"

I guess only I know what I'm talking about but that's actually the goal

She told me am not able to set boundaries if it about people I care. That I should start to ask for the things in exchange. That's what it's all about. I mean how. How it can be as simple as exchange. No exchange, no interaction.  I don't even know what should I be  asking for.

What should I be asking for?

What do I need in this exchanges?

I liked to thing I need nothing.

(I won't be commenting about the WAR, because its just to terrifying where it can lead us.  But we defo shouldn't be silent. They should  be loud. Silence is consent)

 

Help, I lost myself again, but I remember you