80%

I feel nice afternoons with summer air are coming

sooooooon

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straight and clear
I like to have it like that

unknown is stressing me

how to loose the need of knowing

just be ready for what comes whatever it will be

anyone knows?

what do I really want?

what do you really want?

anyone knows what they want?

why is it so hard to figure out?

I had a such nice weekend

I had  generally such nice days recently

Really good once

Few in a row last months

Why do I feel down then? Is its spring coming?

Is it ever enough? Can't I be happy from what I am getting?

I'm kinda surprised how well life treated me recently

How nice inspiring people I've got around 

Yet I feel like something is missing/not 100

What's wrong with me tbh?

Maybe its the shitty food I sometimes eat

Maybe, bc I stoped to go to the gym recently

I'm kinda anxious about things

I need peace of mind

There are few unknown/ unfigured out things and it drags me lower

But tbh, almost no one  ever have it clear in life

I was treated recently with:

*apple x2 

*35mm

*proper dose of fun

*package from my mum

*few peaceful chilling days

*nice people around 

what am I looking forward:

*this course

*that days

*wholefoods bowls

*35mm photos of humans

*understanding more

*chilling more :D

*easy editing

*finding ways of being more confident

*appointing for course in the autumn

*meeting new people

*discovering more ways of being happy

*being honest with myself

*deciding what do I want

"We could be weightless

Like birds in the night 

Wherever we go 

Set thе world on fire 

We'll be in thе darkness 

Breaking across the sky"

ps

things I was worried a year ago doesn't meter anymore

so probably what I worry now in year time won't meter tooo

shouldn't it be relasing