woho we've made it

I made it to the end of another year. it was supposed to be one, and it turned out to be another

I guess it’s good that I trusted the process and gave it a chance

it was supposed to be a year of relief — it wasn’t. on top of the past three years of bad passa, new things were added

I wish it had ended there

but a few great things happened this year

I finally bought a flat, and guitar🍷
and I managed to make it liveable

I met you, D. it was such pure fun and joy. the late conversations about life and your endless happiness gave me a new desire to live. it’s hard to process that you blocked me on every possible platform 😅 😹 but I guess that was the agreement, wasn’t it?  so I get it no offence at all :) still, I am so grateful for all the selflessness, extreme kindness, and help overall. no one in ages has been so kind to me. who knows, maybe somehow our paths will cross again — I would like to thank you in person. I hope you are happy and doing great; in the end, that’s all that matters, isn’t it?

I went to Cuba, which was the best holiday of my life. I thought traveling on my own would be boring, but I made so many friends — and at least one, maybe two, lifelong friends. I am so grateful again for meeting you, J.! having a friend somewhere out there who I can call at any time of day or night, who has my back and isn’t bothered a bit when I’m crying, and who will talk me out of it for an hour straight at 3 a.m., is a gift. I am just so grateful that I always meet so many amazing people. thank you!!! universe, or God, or whatever is out there!

and thank you, [I don’t want to mention you because I’m afraid to jinx it]. you are such a sweetheart. what attracts me most in people is kindness, empathy, and sensitivity. I like depth — nice to meet you, human✋

So I guess the highlight of this year was people!

Thank you for everyone who've been around and helped me walk through this year!

and I still hate you  all that non of you go for any of the concerts with me😅