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.And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad

Mad World - Tears for Fears (Cover by Jasmine Thompson)

"All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for the daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow

No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad"

what if there is no one to share.
what if there is a lot to share.
and no one to really listen.
what if people don't really listen.
they just pretend.
what if all that world surrounding us is bullshit.
and we pretend everything.
what if everything is so fucking superficial, shallow
what if, in truth, nobody gives a shit about anyone
what if friends you have that are not really your friends
disposable
where do the long term friendships started and when do ends?
social media are so damn special
we becoming so damned social
so online
so damn real






maybe shouldn't be sharing this
but I'm so full of this fake world surrounding me
of all of you, that you seems to be such a good friends
and such a good people which not giving a shit for nothing
who knows maybe i became that kind of ignorant as well
am I too old?
or what's happened to this damn world
that mostly, when we meet with other people, is to get out to and take some fancy pictures for instagram
or to share stuff nobody cares
why do we talk about  all that shit about the weather, clothes, things that we have, or we don't
or, we would like to have, or  we never going to have
why is so less people, with who you can go deeper, you can share what really matters
and they really into it. that cares
they just listen, truly listen and care







you know how many people is like this. I know just one.
1000 friends on facebook.
one.
Just one, which I can hope - cares. still not best friend.
(talking about who is around me at the moment)

and they are so many people who desire go out for the party
or just find someone to tell, how shitty was their day

or some superficial stories
but I know only one who is also able to listen deeply
and cares a little at least
then they are that kind of conversation
with yourself, day by day

and  just small talks with the people
small not important talks
that you are good, you went for shopping, what you have eat,

anyway bullshitting