eh

 I'm feeling so out of place af

couldn't feel more out of place then now. 

just can't feel it no matter what

it's not my pair of shoes

out of sudden

 out of sudden

I don't know what changed 

but it changed

I start to feel like it's time to move

that I've been here so long

too long

longer then expected

something helped me to  see it from different perspective

maybe it was a 'purple rain'

or 'sex on the beach'

or 'vodka lime soda'

I don't know

but I got that overwhelming feeling

that I need a change

I can't say when the right time will come

but a decision was made

it might take a 2 months a half o year 

I don't know yet

but I feel like my decisions are cleared

London - it was fun so far!

but none of  fun last long

I'm made of changes 

and it called me this Saturday

it was a tiny little voice inside of my head but 

but when I woke up 

It didn't go away

It didn't go away even the next day

It's still here

I believe in big goals and big proposes

and I wanna be surrounded by it

I need my surroundings to be shouting out loud that you can do better

never to pull me down

I can't be making steps backwards

or just standing and waiting

I believe in actions

I want from what surrounds me to be driven by same believes

moments like that are not easy 

but are helping to make a difficult steps 

hope its a beginning or motivation