TAKE IT EASY - Am asking how?

Life is so unpredictable
The plans you make so hard to fulfill the way you've planed it
The things you willing so hard to achieve
They keep saying you gotta work harder
what if you cannot work any harder
why dose the society teach us to follow the path you have chosen and do not stare around
maybe the answers always have been there
not on the common paths
how to escape the maze, why to follow the labirynt

you have to be a cog in the machin
pawn in the game
the world we live in is set to be difficult to get out of it
you need so much afford to be free
and even that you will never achieve it

Now some more and more people was against that
so they just create few new paths for us
1. to be an influencer vs youtuber
2. to be full time traveler
3. to be working traveler
4. to be freelancer
 but the questions is does it mean freedom?

if you are popular do you actually have more freedom? or just less?
if you work on your own do you have more free time ?
or the job just take all the parts of your life?

and now when I've been living for quiet awhile far from it
I see the crowd of that city disgusted
I see that multicultural  mix lie shit, they say to us, disgusted
best for everyone is to live true to his own thoughts and culture
true to his values
but how you can do it if tolerance goes first
you cannot be yourself because you will be judged
you cannot express yourself because you will be judged and worst
maybe someone will get offended
so better for you to don't talk
better to melt in the crowd and in the group
so if you cannot really speak and be who you wanna be, the way you see it right

they allow everyone dye they hair strange colour or wear strange clothes to you feel
like  you  got a choice of beeing who you  truly are
but that's bulshit of that city
you gotta walk with your head down to don't  offend anyone
you gotta shout your mouth and keep your thought just to yourself

but where the depth of thoughts goes?
where goes freedom of worlds and opinion?
even so loudly spoken, it just doesn't exist
it doesn't exist, it's tapped with tolerance
some things you gotta tolerate in silence
remain calm when you wanna scream
we are all silenced while believing opposite
we believe we have moved forward while we slowly mowing backwards

I hate the stink of metro
I hate te crowd
I hate the rush and run
I hate the luck of smile
I hate the race of rats
I hate the lack of honesty
I hate the fake smiles
I hate the lack of kindness caused by secondary racism
I hate the lack of looks in the eyes
I hate everyone believe is free when is silenced
that everyone here believe to be creator o his life, while is actually just following the paths are given to him as choice from the mainstream
just the mainstream was "updated" lately with many choices which pretend "free choices" but source of them is still same
you won't get out of maze but you will believe you cracked it
LONDONERS you play same game on same rules while believing you got out of the game, believing you are more openminded, you are more free, your choices are less limited
but that's just what they want you to believe
making a choices because it's a choice of many make it even less your 'own choice'

learn to think for yourself

“Modern man lives under the illusion that he knows 'what he wants,' while he actually wants what he is supposed to want. In order to accept this it is necessary to realize that to know what one really wants is not comparatively easy, as most people think, but one of the most difficult problems any human being has to solve. It is a task we frantically try to avoid by accepting ready-made goals as though they were our own.” Erick Fromm

him

if you thinking about love..
what is in your mind?
did you meet the love of your life?
did you lose love of your live?
do you believe it exist?



I'm afraid about it finishing ever
I know many things ending one day
that makes me scary most
that things changing in this live
I don't want to change anything
'now' is just enough and perfect as it is


many can doubt my choice
never will understand it
but I was enough lucky to meet love of my life.
I believe not everyone will get that chance in lifetime
and not everyone will have a chance to share live with the love of their lives
or they one day realize that,  the person they are with, is not the love of their life



but only person who do met "the one"
will understand what means -
just to thank God for each another day
and often ask for at least one more
just because the once passed was not enough of time with that person
and just hoping it will never change and it will never end





so I just wish happiness for everyone
a lot of happy days