banshee

.And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad

Mad World - Tears for Fears (Cover by Jasmine Thompson)

"All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for the daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow

No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad"

what if there is no one to share.
what if there is a lot to share.
and no one to really listen.
what if people don't really listen.
they just pretend.
what if all that world surrounding us is bullshit.
and we pretend everything.
what if everything is so fucking superficial, shallow
what if, in truth, nobody gives a shit about anyone
what if friends you have that are not really your friends
disposable
where do the long term friendships started and when do ends?
social media are so damn special
we becoming so damned social
so online
so damn real






maybe shouldn't be sharing this
but I'm so full of this fake world surrounding me
of all of you, that you seems to be such a good friends
and such a good people which not giving a shit for nothing
who knows maybe i became that kind of ignorant as well
am I too old?
or what's happened to this damn world
that mostly, when we meet with other people, is to get out to and take some fancy pictures for instagram
or to share stuff nobody cares
why do we talk about  all that shit about the weather, clothes, things that we have, or we don't
or, we would like to have, or  we never going to have
why is so less people, with who you can go deeper, you can share what really matters
and they really into it. that cares
they just listen, truly listen and care







you know how many people is like this. I know just one.
1000 friends on facebook.
one.
Just one, which I can hope - cares. still not best friend.
(talking about who is around me at the moment)

and they are so many people who desire go out for the party
or just find someone to tell, how shitty was their day

or some superficial stories
but I know only one who is also able to listen deeply
and cares a little at least
then they are that kind of conversation
with yourself, day by day

and  just small talks with the people
small not important talks
that you are good, you went for shopping, what you have eat,

anyway bullshitting

taki duzy krok do przodu.

nie chce zapomnieć swoich marzeń i celów

a życie ciągle to utrudnia

ale co jeśli nie bycie silny i pozytywnym pomoże

!!

nic nie daje takiej satysfakcji jak realizowanie swoich celów

i nie ma innej drogi niż ciężka i inteligentna praca

wiec

pozostaje tylko zakasywać rękawy i ruszać na przód

"życie jest moim przyjacielem"

oglądam obsesyjnie

jeśli brakuje wam motywacji to polecam obejrzeć cała serię

oliver y benji

w polsce bodajże kapitan tzubasa

zarąbiste!!!

wow

"  6. …Since you know other people are more important.

You already know what you know. You know your opinions. You know your perspective and point of view.

That stuff isn't important, because it's already yours. You can't learn anything from yourself.

But you don't know what other people know, and everyone, no matter who they are, knows things you don't know.

That automatically makes them a lot more important than us because they're people we can learn from."

nigdy tak o tym nie myślałam

"Ultimately we know deeply that the other side of every fear is freedom.”


Marilyn Ferguson

I'm so in love in that song

I m so sorry

This might be misspelled.

But that’s my english level.

I have achieved many things last 5 years.

But it has own price.

I can’t say i waste my time.

But i also do not feel that everything i have done went perfectly.

But in what I totally failed (failed - nicely saying...)..

Is being myself.

Being social.

topic "people" totally  failed.

I feel sorry for me that i have lost so many contacts with good people.

And so many contacts with people what I just met at the moment and I didn’t keep in touch.

Now I just started read my old msg-es on facebook.

And it looks so poorly.

Me- who always talked with people.

I, really, used to enjoy it, then I was just barely replying to messages

So self f... concentrated, focused just on myself

That one I regretting so deep

I was always surrounded by people

Enjoying discussions

But here is so hard to find time

and power

being always at work

not having time even for you

you just have to sacrifice something

but it was always time for people

and here I am

 standing alone

so aware of it

without possibility to improve

not yet

as always

NOT ...f.... YET

lets try to save money. TIME START

/prices of freedom/

Freedom (Anthony Hamilton & Elayna Boynton)

5 lat. dokladnie 5 lat tutaj. wow.it's surprising

zaczelo sie robic tu a la fotoblog.
a to nie byl fotoblog. ale z braku laku dobry...
wiec z braku czasu nawet nie mam jak  zebrac mysli ale
OBY DO CZWARTKU
oby wolnosc czekala na mnie blizej niz sie spodziewam bo chce kilka krokow na przod ;)





.

nie liczac / time is my anemy

nie licząc dni godzin lat
nie liczac zysków ani strat...

pic.

so many question marks.

czasem czeka się na coś tak długo
albo pracuje tyle, że jak już się to osiągnie
to aż trudno oswoić się z tą myślą
i zacząć się koncentrować na nowych rzeczach
tyle nowych myśli i pomysłów że czuje się jakbym miała w głowie wirówkę

tym razem nie chcę podążać za myślą Ericha Fromma i uciec przed wolnością
nie chcę kolejny raz stać się niewolnikiem czegoś z wyboru,
chcę wybrać wolność
a to chyba najtrudniejszy z wyborów

czasem tylko jeden krok dzieli nas od innego życia 
i czas go postawić.

ciężka praca popłaca ale nie może być celem samym w sobie

wolność to poczucie niezależności szczęścia od tego co życie przynosi
i możliwość adaptacji
podążanie a tym co nam wciska świat konsumpcji że potrzebujemy jest najwyższą formą niewolnictwa na tą chwilę
i od tego chciałabym być najbardziej wolna


"this is freedom you are  smiling i'm smiling too"

level up.

I love improving!

life, myself, things around

let's start another journey

another level

level up

I feel free

I feel like I can do anything is in my mind now

"price of freedom. it's f*****g expensive"

I'm extremely tired.
I have no time at all.
Time I have I'm using only to sleep.
I'm just waiting to finish that period of my life.

few fotos
that's all I can post at that moment

Dua Lipa - Be The One!!!

Sia - Cheap Thrills

..hit the dancefloor!
baby i don't need dollar bills to have fun tonight!..

pufpuf bird;)pufpuf

I m [/not] over it.

there is nothing that making you feel better, than  listening to Elliott Hulse 

Nic nie robić, nie mieć zmartwień 
Chłodne piwko w cieniu pić 
Leżeć w trawie, liczyć chmury 
Gołym i wesołym być Nic nie robić, mieć nałogi 
Bumelować gdzie się da Leniuchować,
 świat całować Dobry Panie pozwól nam



"Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. 


It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me."

mockingjay

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thoughts

just perfect songs: