this month was quite big one
no one would even understand if I would try to explain all why's
most people won't approve but it feels
like I can make decisions for myself by myself
and then live with the consequences
sometimes there is no steps back
and sometimes that's allright
at the same time I couldn't care less (not about you)
I didn't know that I could not care
but apparently that's possible
(that's a bit scary)
I thought it would matter more
but it didn't
It feels like nothing to me
like just never ending nothing
and it surprised me
I though I would feel something, but I don't
at all
It very new to me
the experiment (life is it) continues
only think can make me feel something deeper is music rn
and the thing what makes me feel good
is VERY surprisingly listening laud to Slash
I became do much stronger recently that I surprise even myself
Life likes to challenge me
co czujesz
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